.:I Am A Star:.

Sunday, October 31, 2004
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alritey... haven been up here for 2days... missed bloggin lolx... here goes:

29/10:
woke up for work in the mornin... and todae we finally started workin away... answerin calls... hehe pretty fun though... but tis dae ther werent much calls lehx... prob. all of the cust. went down to chan bros junction 9 road show... anyway work ends at 7pm... took bus home str8 away... coz later goin out wit sis n her frens... so out of house again at 10pm... reached MM ard 11pm plus... saw mel... totally cant recognise her sia!!!... coz the whoever make up for her... like ah lian la... sian lucky stil got nigel, kay, jovi, and another hmmx duno the name lehx opps~... ar bo hav to stick wit mel... den super borin liao... but tis dae oso not much pple lehx... prob. becoz of O's bah... or watever... the music oso abit cant make it la... the crowd so so la... ><"... sis oso keep bangin into me duno why... haix haix... leg pain sia... coz mel pulled my sis in front of me... den sis bang into me... sprain my abit ankle... went home ard 3+am... reach home den sleep ard 5am...

30/10:
woke up ard 12noon... gotta go out n find some place... den meet up ryn... anyway din manage to find the place... n met up ryn oni ard 5pm... den we went Lot 1 buy food n stuffs... den went ryn's house... hehe so exciting... we gonna celebrate halloween... not many frens enjoy dressin up n hav fun... dumb frens! LOL... ryn's the best... n too bad gab's in china! argh... if not she wil join us hurhur...

anyway we left ryn's house ard 11pm... at 12am, i sms kevin... it was his bdae todae... :) missin him... lol... went Zouk's Dracula Revenge! fun sia... the pple ther are all dressed up! nice costume... prob. vying for the first prize for the costume... its return air tix to paris... there were scissors head, dead bride, chi/eng zombie, death angel... the mask, killer nurse, the scream, pumpkin head! so many many more! lolx... fun fun! i wan go next year! again again again!!!... so craowded sia! hurhur i think the best is the group of transver. all in black nice dresses... pretty sia!... though black but they do attract attention~ hurhur ther were oso gerls chainin guys n guys chainin gerlz... wah... hahax...

left the place ard 3am... went newton meet frens supper... hurhur... i too bloated la... coz ryn nv drink her drink gave me... i was drinkin double... the last glass i had to drag, coz she wanted to leave for newton already~... faints~ first time draggin lucky i din faint~ lolx nahx... it was stil alrite... cool hehe... i oni drank at newton nv eat... ryn ate though... aft which cab to my hse... ryn sleepover at my hse nohz... btw we took pix wit her fone... wait i upload into comp kayz... not time sia... ahahaha... tired!!! bathe out... wait hair dry den sleep like pig liaoz!... hurhurhur :P

31/10:
ryn woke me up at 10am coz she gotta go home change n go out again... she late got work oso... i tml den work... i help her get everything settle den she went home alone wearin my clothes lolx... so cute la she... anyway... i went back to sleep aft she left... woke up at 5pm... ate my lunch while i come up the net... lolx... haiya tml work again :( ... well... later stil hav to go shuang's sis weddin... sharon not goin... sianz... and my leg reali hurts sia!!!... i twisted/hurt my veins or joint in my leg... fuk fuk fuk... while i was sleepin... wonder how i sleep o_O"... kaoz... i cant even walk properly now... i need a wheelchair lolx... alrite gtg! gonna be late for the weddin! ciaoz!

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----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Friday, October 29, 2004
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haiyo i juz reached home n bathe out... was wit ryn... her bdae mah 28 oct... she nv go anywher... and so she oni met me for her bdae lolz ;) anyway i gave her a creasent in a ring pendant... she loved the moon mah... n we chatted abt halloween party for the sat... btw she n her dad did start talkin a lil already... we chatted n drink n eat "gua zi" hehex... standard... i din get her a cake... well very budget tis week la... she noe... and so we use her lighter...as the candle lolx... sang her a bdae song n she made a wish... nvm i will make xmas for her the best, promise... by tat time... i will get my pay n all... i left for home oni after 12am...juz now... while walkin she demanded a bdae kiss juz b4 the clock strike 00.00 for the next dae... haha... ya lah... den i kiss her on the cheeks at 11.59pm lolx... funy ;) now i cant wait for sat... sat she worked til 4pm... gonna go fetch her hurhurhur...

alamak i so hapy talkin abt her i forget to mention... i woke up at 9.30am todae... faints~ work starts at 9.45am... take cab oso will late... go polyclinic tk mc oso mafan... haiz so called chin may up n say i diarrhoe lahz... lame but nvm lah... lol... oni reached Chan Bro at 10.45am... den 11.30am lunch break... lolx... power... anyway todae learn abt the b.o.p. and electronic visa authorisation... fun... easy easy... n we attended the group briefin on korea for the customers... cool... todae was not bad though... k la... gtg... anyway very late liao i stil need to do my stuffs den wake up on time tml!... ahahah... bibiz nites!

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----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Wednesday, October 27, 2004
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*gE+ |oUd* | 11:50 PM

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its been 3 days at Chan Brothers... definitely learnt alot alot... abt all the tours packages of 8 areas/countries... and their RATS system [finished teachin todae... faints~] btw the countries are interestin lehx~

learnt abt Japan, Korea, Australia, Central Europe, US n Canada, Turkey, Egypt, New Zealand... South Africa stil haven learn~ hehe...

btw food at hong lim food complex are best lolx... todae had Ipoh Crayfish horfan... at juz $4, got prawns sumore~ n not forgetin the Tanglin Curry puff~ ;P yum yum~~~...

anyway todae went home wit Dion again... hurhur... sit on bus gossip lolx :P gonna be everydae aft work rountine le... ahahaha

tats all lehx... chee seong ask go Zouk but cant leh... save $$$ for fri, sat n sun... den tml stil work... dun wanna go work like zombie! lolx 10am-7pm... sianzation... fri stil nvm lolx coz sat no work hurhurhur ;)

*gE+ |oUd* | 10:57 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Monday, October 25, 2004
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darn... had to get up early todae... well well all becos of attachment larx...
cant be late the first dae rite... took the bus at 8.30am... halfway thru the expressway ther were lil rain... den ard chinatown liao den heavy rain... t_T" wat a weather to sleep n i am goin to miss it... argh... wat a monday... prob. its juz bad monday... met siyong n irene... 9.30am... den soon dion n liting came along... went to chan bros ard 9.45am... we were the onl 5 who reach... the other 5 attachment students stil not here... the HR ger bought us ard... she juz seems blur duno wat she's talkin abt... brief the comp blah blah... and gave us chan bros polo tee- 2 each

den we went lunch at the hong lim hawker centre eat... juz beside the buildin we were at... its was 11.45am...ate hokkien mee n lime juice... super sour lime juice sia *squinks* lolx...

lunch was over aft 1 hr... den its briefin on countries n itenerary... so far its Nea Zealand, Korea n Egypt... tml wonder is wat sia... and we oso learnt abit abt the RATS system they use for bookins n equires... pretty dry stuffs la anyway... work ended 6.30pm... cant wait to get home... way to home is not near anyway... faints~... btw hav to work 10am-7pm sia... prob. even ot aft the trainin n stuffs... might even hav to work sun n sat... faints big time~...

reached home n hav a nice shower... ate dinner n slack in front of laptop... hav to sleep early these days i guess... esp fri n sat n sun goin out lolx gonna go *bankrupt* again... save save save from mon til thurs... well well tats abt the day lah... nth much sehx... hmmx

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----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Sunday, October 24, 2004
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woke up at 1am... super tired
go parklane cartel... wit mel n sis n nigel
nigel study maths ther...
mel sis n me went long john eat... super budget...
nigel stayed cartel study...
study til 7+pm...
took bus went chinatown point...
to check out wher i work tml...
so wu lu place... faints...
tml gotta wake up early liao...
tats abt the dae...
lets keep it short alrite...
*gE+ |oUd* | 9:25 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Saturday, October 23, 2004
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Beachin dae...

woke up pretty early tis mornin... went tannin wit sis... decide to go early in the mornin coz reckon afternoon will rain... hahax... well so were there for around 9am-1pm den went habour front eat lunch~ super hungry hehex... n went to selegie to get fake blood... anyway... very tired coz din hav slp for more den 4hrs ><"... after tat come home le... yest spent too much liaoz... faints~... my mum oways say "nv work stil spend so much"... o_O"... haiz i consider very good le horx... hmmmx... anyway anyway... xiao de darlin say she's single... msg me ard 11+am... ask whether i free to call her... but i cant... sori worz xiao de darlin~ i was outside -_-" dun sad sad k... stil got me... call ya laterz~ :) yea as anticipated it rained haveily... now stil rainin... tonite can hav a good cosy slp hurhurhur...

*gE+ |oUd* | 5:14 PM

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da meanin of Ouijia...

hohoho~ ~~Dynamics of Tourism~~ finally over! last paper...

anyway after paper rush to town for the 5.10pm OuijiaBoard movie... before tat went the California Fitness Office to collect pay hahax... good dae... o_O" tat got a voicemail frm andy askin me call him back... coz i din go for the attachment briefin... not time mah... lolx... anyway he oso noe siyong wil tell me the details... but he offer to tell me himself... weird de lehx... hmmx... >_<"... anyway the movie was alrite lah... not very de nice but reali giv u the "boom" out of the blue effect... after the movie went dinner~ so hungry by now... den starbucks... i took dad's starbucks $10 voucher... hurhurhur :P... den went shoppin... wanted to buy shoes but in the end nv find one i like n bought a sweater, earrings, wallet and a cap instead hehex ;) i want buy TEEs!!! but den no nice nice tees lehx... why oh why... nvm haven shop bugis yet lehx!... hehe and i am gonna find fake blood tml~ in preparation for halloween~ party party cant wait!... hurhurhur... its late lehx... tml gotta wake up early go out so i shall end here sia... bibix... nitey nite!

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:49 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Thursday, October 21, 2004
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~~16/10 Tourism Marketin~~
~~18/10 Travel Agent Management~~
~~19/10 International Business~~
~~21/10 Hospitality Management~~
22/10 Dynamics of Tourism (>_~")...
~Four Down~ One Up~

25/10 onwards...attachment: Chan Brothers

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:03 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Wednesday, October 20, 2004
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i am a happy gerl... lalalala... why why? u may ask... now now i wont tell u :P lolx

hmmmz upset? oh come on... dun be a kid alrite :P... ok la i tell u dun sulk like tat old grandma... hurhurhur... u looked ugly lolx...

well well becoz its thurs tml n den its gonne be fridae!!!... and i hav finished the chapters for tml... so tonite can slp earlier hehehex... and fri paper... i oni left 4 chapters to study... hurhurhur... power horz *Big Smiles*

i'm off...

*gE+ |oUd* | 10:23 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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well well the 3rd battle is over~ (-_-")

todae again... my mind was blocked n i cldnt n see... wats wrong... so tired noe... i cldnt rem. the things i was suppose to memorise... and so everything was writen based on my crap n basics alritey... oh well can oni hope it can get me a passin grade at least... went home aft the paper n slept... super exhausted frm the battle i cant tink anymore...

the 3 monsters...

lookin cute?

nahx the truth is ther arent, they are evil but the battle wit them is over n i'm glad... i hate them... *cross fingers* hope i dun hav a repeat battle wit them... yupx tats abt it... o_O"

*gE+ |oUd* | 7:57 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Monday, October 18, 2004
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LIFE'S A BITCH and so...

if u think you hav nothin better to do...

GET A LIFE!!!

I'm worst off now, phat~

But this will end on fridae,

WITH A BIG FULL SPOT

*gE+ |oUd* | 9:13 PM

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woops... the 2nd battle todae... they r gonna lsat til fri...phat!!!... lookin like a zombie rite now o_O"... anyway i wasnt home last nite lolx... went xiao de darlin hse study... well basically was so so gan jiong abt studyin while i was slackin ther sayin "hiaya wont come out de lar... so dun read so throughly lehx..."... lolx soo she nearly wanted to bash me up... hurhurhur...

anyway i oso wanna bash her up~ faints... from 9-3am... she smoked like 9 cigrattes... faints!!!... she's one hell smoke machine... and so i reeked of smoke smell... yuckx~ but no choice la... her room not mine... her mouth not mine... faints~~~ i dun wanna go her hse study again... somemore her room pretty messy sia... reali as messy as she said ><"... how can like tat sia...faints again... she oso power lehx can study half way... den call pple on phone tok tok... tok on phone stil can msn as well... flirt all the way... my typical xiao de darlin lolx... and she called da de darlin... i chatted wit da de darlin awhile... hurhurhur... she sounds like she did knock out any min... she said frm 4pm-11pm she oni manage to study 2chapters...super power nohx but cant blame la... she was at the airport studyin from 9pm-8am the prev dae... din hav much sleep... i suddenly den realise they can so pian tai ahx... study until like tat... lolx... ok ok lahx... mayb i too slack... but den again i dun aim high la... can pass can liao nohx... easy satisfy de... hurhurhur~

alrite then 3am, we are suppose to slp liao... tirededededed... den huh tis xiao de darlin super lazy noh!... she lazy pull out the mattress for me sia... ask me squeeze in bed wit her... faints~... slpin half the bed was like hell... and not to mention she room every inch is reekin off smoke smell which will never diminshed alrite... like i said she's the smoke queen!!!... one day 1 packet of cig. rich hor... haix... waste money lehx... i cldnt fell aslp even til 5.45am... argh... difficult to move here n there sia... coz i dun wanna wake her up... she prev. day oso nv slp much...

faints... and so i slept oni like 45mins oki... den alarm clock rings at 6.30am... previously it already rang 3 times... phat!!! so my 45mins was like 15mins slp oni~... stressed... n breakfast was coffee n cake... hurhurhur... but i damn tired...

boringness... tml stil hav another paper... den wed no paper den thur n fri hav paper... i am dyin seriously... i'm go catch slp b4 studyin for tml paper... i now study sure cant get into my head... anyway i dun even noe whether my typin til here hav mistake or not... lolx... watever... tats all bahx... faints...ZzzzzZzzz....

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:09 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Sunday, October 17, 2004
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!!!life-sux!!!

super duper full now sia... had a super duper full dinner n dessert lolx... *BLOATED* shhhsss am so fat sia... hurhurhur... i wil bother abt tat later bahx... anyway i hate yan la!... irritatin... he's ruinin ryn life sia... he somemore nv return ryn her money SHIBA!... tis guy of guys are the worst! n he even surround his frens to be ryn's frens... like wtf... ryn so sad now all becoz of him... she even decide to let go of the bf she told me earlier tis mon... haix... she decided to be single again... it may be good... but she had been single for 3yrs now... juz becoz of tat SHiBA! kaox... i reali want to see her move on in life n stop the current life of hers smokin heavily n clubbin all the way!... i may not be any1 to stop her frm doin all tis but i wish n hope alrite... i nv even once say in her face "QUIT SMOKIN N NON-STOP CLUBBIN CAN..." nv... becoz i hope she learn herself... n til todae she stil dun speak wit her dad... wats wrong wats wrong... her dad shldnt hav slap her... n all tis goes back to her sis who oways use she... faints~... she shldnt hav been tat rude... she made her dad cry u noe... y did she become like tat... how disappointin n heartbroken to c my best gf like tat ><" argh... n i cldnt n shldnt interfere though i care... wth... well nvm... and worst of all... the h/p war is back at home... n i dun understand y tis hell sister chooses smses over family lik reali WTF!... *mum change her plan from Suntext-free incomin call 7am-7pm n 1000sms to Suntalk-free all dae in-comin n 500sms, 150non-peak outgoin...* please la sis... u noe u always promise not to exceed the bills n everytime the promise is broken.. by no1 but u... u dun even hav the basic self-control~... u nv noe how hard it is to earn like $5/hr workin ehx... u think everything is fun... u noe how much mum hav paid the bills for u every mth, mth after mth... n todae the way u treated parents... is reali bad... dad was so sad he almost cldnt eat... he nearly cry u noe!!... its juz so heartbroken for me to c all tis... sometimes i reali HATE U!!... all tat u want dad gave it to you, mum gave in to you... and they get back nth but tis kind of bad attitude from you... worst of all u dun even care abt them... dun act like u do like in once a blue moon can... juz so fake la... grow up n think!... argh!... sometimes i reali gave up but i cldnt... i dun care who care!!!... fuk la... i dun like all tis fuk fuk fuk!

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:39 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Saturday, October 16, 2004
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one down >_<"

alrite i hav survive til todae to battle wit the TM monster... i feel defeated... tat 11marks was a sure goner... worst are to come... 4 more to go... n i missed bloggin... definitely had to hold my urge of slashin out yest. no much time to study for TM... dreadeded it... nth much... bloggin wil be borin until nxt fri [which i cant wait for... ] wil hav to be home muggin... wats sadder u tell me... faints off~

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----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Thursday, October 14, 2004
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tired of muggin? join the imaginery book burning team!!!

alrite alrite... i am not crazee or wat okie... mugged until bth liaox... so here's the oni place on earth to trash it rite now... though i haven been good tis semester [settlin down to study well...]... sometimes i juz hate hate hate sch oki... studyin is nv ending... esp. subjects i totally hav no interest in... bein at the esplanade yest juz made me smile [i aint psychotic okayz... juz tat i like arts alot!... y cant i juz tk arts!... hate myself... argh!] i swear i gonna be wit arts in future... prob. not now... had to earn an livin or at least let my parents drop a stone of their chest aft i grad. frm NP... enuf said... back to muggin... *drags off...* help me from tis livin hell!!!

*i do the things i have to do, and of all the things i do, i do it for you...*

*gE+ |oUd* | 2:25 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Wednesday, October 13, 2004
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alrite the dae started with me wokin up ard noon time... damn i din even study abit yest! wats wrong wit me... argh... anyway... had a lil lunch and went to esplanade to study alone... yea alone... no disturbance... found a spot n wrote some notes... haiya den very cold... nv bring my jacket... o_O"... den ard 6pm sister called... askin whether want to watch movie wit Nigel n Mel... well... kinda hestitate but tempted... n since i am gettin freeze up at the esplanade library... expected i gave in to the movie thought n the freezin air con...

meet them up at cineleisure n watched the "cool guy" a korean movie pretty funny n fairytale... hurhurhur... at least i din feel tat the money was wasted... pple u can go watch the movie :) i think i am likin korean film more n more... hehex... one thing for sure... the actor n actress are way better lookin than the poster!... the guy was cool n kinda cute hurhurhur... the ger was prety blur blur n cute lah... ;)

then aft movie i seriously think its time to go home... bad sia... sat exam le... i stil go watch movie... haha... haiya promise to mug thru the nite ok...>_<"

all for now

*gE+ |oUd* | 11:18 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Tuesday, October 12, 2004
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>>> Just Lost it- Enimen *New Song* <<<
[realisin in Nov.] : if u cant get the song playin, head down to www.eminem.com [its a cool site anyway love the layout]

*gE+ |oUd* | 11:40 PM

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of the colours and faces we see

everytime, everyday, everyone

they are juz the surface

its all acts of plastic against reality

but can anyone see beyond that

black aura and the truth are hidden

hidden from the lights of light

bring out the dark i'm sick of the bright

*gE+ |oUd* | 9:18 PM

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the dae i hav been waitin for...now it seems so far away... as i said me n ryn went watched the beginnin of the Exorcist... not tat scary in fact it was gross... it reali created the eeekkky feelin in u... feel like pukin... we watched the 4.15pm show n it ended ard 6+pm... ryn went to buy cigarettes... and we sat outside cine ther and she smoked... den saw her sister... aft tat we heeren awhile den headed Lucky Plaza eat dinner... o_O"... den far east we went... i wanted to look for t-shirts... but as usu. nth caught my eyes... dun hav the color i wanted... argh... prob. aft exams den can go shop liaox... borin... once again i hate exams alrite!!!... but i stil study no choice la... muz pass rite... hmmmx... spore is gettin seriously borin...

aft walkin n walkin... we went McCafe at lido ther... drink n chatted... ryn said she wanted a gf... she's no longer wit edna... well i juz kept quiet... dun expect me to sound her eh... considerin... aft all we hav been fren so long... talk talk talk... den suddenly she blurted out she got bf... not sure whether its blurted out of wat... i was pretty stunned... but not surprised coz she has oways been a guys gerl... get wat i mean peeps... den blah blah blah... and she stil say she had become les... glad i din take tat serious... its jux impossible... prob. for fun la her... aft sometime she look n me n say she wanted a gf again... den i gave her a look "u got bf wat u want noe... dun look at me gerl"... she seriously doesnt noe wat she wants... all she want is me... oways bein tat best fren cum gf to listen to her n be ther... [sori gerl... it will be us juz be best frens alrite... u will nv be true les. i noe u far too long enuf...]... yea tats abt it... todae i am even more confirm she 's not a les... tats the fact oways... she was juz hurt but tat guy the love so much... tat she go wit edna for fun, n again... edna go wit her becoz she was sad abt her[edna] ex... see!... how things are... cmon ryn wake up... n dun say u wan a gf again... u aint in the position to say tat... hate tat... i stil rem. wat u said at the chalet tat nite... everythin was too outta the world... it was juz a show u put up to say "i dun need guys!"... but here u are back to havin a bf... gr8...

ryn all i noe is tat... i will be ther as a fren oways okie... for the good n the bad... we shall juz keep things tat way... u know it shld be tat way too... dun tell me abt gf anymore... good luck n dun get hurt again tats all i wish for u... harts out... n get well again wit ur dad... say sori u noe u hav been vey rude...

life's full of twists n turns... best of all unexpected surprises beyond the boring days of everyday life...

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:45 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Monday, October 11, 2004
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la la la... woke up ard 12 noon den change eat and went out le... went to meet up xiao de darlin at airport... to study nohx wat else... i am 2 finish study my HPM... hey coz later onx i am meetin ryn for movie eheheh :P other than tat... i hav been thinkin abt some1... so qi guai (weird)... o_O"... somehow like her too la... but she seems to hav some1 in mind n no idea who... hahax...

anyway!... rite b4 i left home for the airport... ryn sms me... she asked me if i wanted to slack in town wit her til she go to work... coz i din meet her up... told her i am meetin her tml(mon) so i hafta study so i wont feel guilty lolx... den she say i good gerlx... hmmmx o_O"...

reached airport terminal 2 ard 2pm... went buy sweets den went study at the viewin mall le... by the way the airport become nicer lehx... so parts stil renovatin away half way studyin some1 called... tot who... n it wa ryn... prob. she missed me bah... lolx... she asked me wher i was... "airport"... she "oh i tot u at home wanted u to call me..."... alamak not home seh... i not free outgoin so nv call her nohx... and i finished studyin everythin of HPM by bfore 8pm den went dinner n chill at mac... went home ard 9pm... reached home ard 11pm... so here i am typin away again... told ya i am addicted to blog nowadays lolx... nitey~ i get to c her i get to c her later~ muahahax ;) crazy me... lolx... i was crappy the whole dae anyway :P

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:53 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Sunday, October 10, 2004
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mornin mornin!... lolx... went to the EUPHORIA 2004 Tiger Birthday Party... its was a blast... the first part of the concert wasnt tat nice... it was by Dj Zetan Spore... these 2 man are punk and all but they played Trance or somewat similiar... hmmmx... they played their music for a whole 2hrs... but tat time its alrdy 8pm... the beginnin of the actual concert... first group was Shinhwa-Korean Male Group... Dongwan (sounds like dun 1) was the cutest hahax... upon seeing his name bein reflected on the screen... gab. tot of callin herself "i-wan"...and nancy tot of callin herself "u-wan"... faints... lolx... den me "we-wan"... crappy hahax... den nancy tot of a beter korean name for gab. "gam-gong"...(like stupid...)... faints~... hahax...

den its the all-for-one~ they sing I Swear... damn nice~... den follow y the other groups n singers... ther's Palmy [thai ger singer], Leney Pak [korean ger singer], Kangta, ASOS, MACHI, SHin [chi group], Micheal Learns to rock...

anyway...back track pple!... lolx... i was in the Padang ard 5+pm... den shortly aft Ryn called me... "wher are u?..." she asked... i told her... and asked her back.. she juz got off work... haix... me:" u nv get my sms last nite? i told u to get back to me... if u wanna cum the party/concert..."... and she said she saw... but nvm la... since i am at the party already... o_O"... the call ended... ard 6+pm siyong called me... tellin me she had extra tix... and so i called ryn up...tellin her hav extra tix wanna cum... and she was at Marina... ohx!... o_O"... but she din wan to cum le... she said she wanted to be alone... at the party... i tot of her... hmmmx no idea why... ard 11pm i sms her... askin if she was stil ard the area... tot of goin home wit her aft sum supper... [darn... haven eat dinner seh!...]... well she said she had to go home soon... and tat she tml need to look good coz she goin out... hmmx... o_O"... k nohx den nvm... btw hehe... she told me she took off on Mondae... coz we are goin to watch the beginnin of the exorcist! [prev. she told me we will watch aft her work...] muahaha she told me she took off for me ;) ;) ;) lalala...

oh i din wait til the party ended... i left earlier... cant tahan sia... lolx super hungry and so i missed the MLTR part... darn!... they are puttin the best grp last... damn them!... anyway... i met sis up for supper... act. cld hav gone wit gab. but dun1 sia... she meet fren and the fren is Chris... i dun like him sia... despo guy!... and totally lamer... oh yar me n sis went bukit timah eat nohx... den finally home ard 1am... bathe and study the last chap of IB... finally finish studyin one subject! lolx... tml goin out study again! ciaoz ciaoz~ hav a gr8 nite pple~
*gE+ |oUd* | 2:49 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Saturday, October 09, 2004
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alritey... got home fer abt 2hrs now... todae slept til 3pm lolx... piggy sia... ut oways seems like i dun hav enuf sleep... weird... anyway shortly aft sis came home... and ask me go watch movie... so we went n watch the White Chicks... lolx lamer sia the 2 guys but cute n funy~ muahaha... i oni manage to study like 1 chap of IB... beter than nth haha... haiyo seriously cant study sia o_O" how how... some1 can pls tk my exams n score A's for me...[nah not so greedy... pass wit B can liao...hehe]... *wish my head...* i noe wat u pple thinkin... wait long long oso dun hav rite... haix... u pple are bad pple :P ...t_T"... oh yar aft movie went boat quay Coffee Bean ther... town Coffee Bean too crowded lahx... hmmmx... finally get to drink Sunrise!... has been wantin to drink tat for so long... but everytime end up at Starbucks... damn me... lolx... anyway walked passed M.M... saw a bung cryin so badly...hmmm... prob broke off or wateva... she was reali cryin so pathetic sia o_O"... bless her~... den home we went!... hehex... home...i think i need to finish the last chap of IB... tml i am goin out so i reckon i wont study at all... oh dear... i am feelin guilty for not studyin... wat is tis world comin too... faints~...

*gE+ |oUd* | 2:02 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Friday, October 08, 2004
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realised i hav been addicted to my blog these daes... sometimes it juz help me to get things off my chest... be it happy stuffs or not... i am shagged once again... sometimes i dun understand why humans need to study! argh!!!... okie prob. w/o studyin i wont noe how to write... but now i noe... but studyin doesnt stops, no Full Stop... Y Y Y?... juz enuf is enuf izint it?... i'ma go slp now (-_-") am all slpy and brain is in standstil refusin to work... the papers are torturin me now... yea now... prob. gonna hav a paper cum notes nightmare... bless me n those of the same fate* ciaozZzZz...

*gE+ |oUd* | 3:13 AM

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its Juice Mag. 6th bdae, click to register for invites--> 6th JUICE

***its the Hip Hop way of Life***

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:18 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Thursday, October 07, 2004
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finally i decided to pick up the phone and call her... her none other but RYN~... its been a month since we last contacted... she so funy... heard my call laugh laugh laugh o_O"... guess wat she told me... muahaha

"i miss u... i tot of u juz yest. but dun1 to call u... coz i want u to call me.."

alamak... faints~ lolx cant blame her she oways the one to call me up and we oways hav the same tots since sec sch... i seriously miss her alot... asked her to watch Exorcist juz now coz i was rottin at home already sia... since i cant seems to study... she already out... t_T" ... if oni i had called her earlier!...

she say: "aiya y u nv call earlier! i was waitin ur call sia... coz i todae work afternoon oni..." ...

argh damn me... *ah bish*... i tot she was workin nite again mah... she has been sloggin wit work aft A'Levels and clubbin oways... darn...

den i say: "ok...nvm..."... she was complainin i nv even bother to sms or call her~ oh my fault again?... o_O"

and so i say: "wah den now i date u... u dun giv face sia....lolx..."

"no lah... *laughs* sat can?..."

me: "sat cant... i got somethin on..." [cant tell her i goin Euphoria wit gab. she will be sad...haix...] one its my bestest gf, the other is my bestest fren...stuck between two...

anyway...blah blah... as usual crap all the way... suddenly Ryn offered to watch wit me on mon... well okie... i can giv my time up studyin fer her ;) muahaha... den i study now nohx... since sat oso prob. wont study...lolx... or mayb mon aft movie n all tat... go home burn midnite oil...*idea*... either way stil stress wat...duhx!... lalalala...

now i cant wait fer mondae!... lolx... i aint tat interested in sat tat much liaox muahaha :P well coz i miss Ryn more mahx...

btw hear tis new song on my blog?... current fav. of mine :named: Goodies! by Ciara feat. Petey Pablo *smiles smiles* though i can oni link it and cant d/l it...nvm at least i've got it rite... be content!...

*enthu abt the exorcist show n meetin Ryn- Azreen!*

Mondae...

*gE+ |oUd* | 10:51 PM

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-->*cheeky crabs! lolx*<--

-how wonder how crabs get to see pretty naked lady?-

-dun hesitate to check tis out~ muahaha-

(wat a bunch of crappy crabs)

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:38 PM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Wednesday, October 06, 2004
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was woken up my the OAG gerl, askin me abt how i tot abt its trial... haiyo disturb me frm sleep sia... nvm... todae no sch! lolx ;P no sch til exams 16 oct~... i wanna watch Exorcist lehx!!!... tml showin le... hmmmx~...

alrite... back to bed... i said i was woken up... and duno y i tot of some1 lolx... weird... and tat some1 happen so sms me as i climbed out of bed o_O"... scary siax... but it was a pretty sweet sms... hehex... ;) ... had my lunch and my mum was cleanin the cupboard... and finally she found my body shop scrub~... hehe... well i dumped the scrub in the cupboard for quite sometime... and couldnt find it later... finally todae the scrub see the light of the dae~...hmmmx... alrite tat was crap... lolx...

finished my lunch n went online... checked things out and played GB again... havent played it fer days... earn a good 7K haha~... cool~... anyway called sister up... wanna go study... sis came back shortly... and i start searching for my notes thru the pile... o_O"... pretty tough time... i stil tot i dun have some of the notes... search again n found it.. hahax... now u noe how messy the notes are...

went town to study... we went Paragon Starbucks... din reali study much... i took the Juice mag... pretty nice tis month... den time seems to pass pretty fast... and we saw Diana Ser... she's petite but pretty~... anyway we went off at 9pm aft sittin ther fer like 3hrs... kekex... den buy food from old changkee eat... ate the squid body... my fav... but oily hmmx~... den go Mos burger get my fav Iced Milk Tea :D ... btw Shuang is givin me 2tix to Euphoria [ its the Tiger Party at Padang tis sat]... i asked ling to go wit me ;) since she's a party queen... she was so excited haha...

hmmm shuang oso asked me go Zouk todae... i was shocked when she asked... lolx... coz tat time we went wit sharon jamie george n xueling etc... she din even dance like 10mins lehx... den she said tis time she is to accompany her national netball team mate to go... coz her fren nv go Zouk b4... orhx... no wonder she ask me~ faints~ lolx... but i beter save money for tis sat though~ hehex cant wait for sat too~ but i dread next sat... coz exam larx t_T" exam on sat... how pathetic!...

*gE+ |oUd* | 10:53 PM

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sometimes...

i love u
i hate u

i like u
i dislike u

i miss u
i forget u

i maybe...

guilty
maybe not

lovin u
maybe yes

lonely
maybe not

regrettin
maybe yes

*with kisses and hugs, i miss the olden daes*

*gE+ |oUd* | 2:04 AM

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dae out wit SL n jamie n siyong... xiao de darlin say it time to chill aft todae hand in of the last report and tat she's gonna study fer exams aft todae... o_O" yea... so we went to town ate dinner and walked walked ard... saw some Levis jeans... hmmx want to buy lehx... lolx... den went California Fitness ther de Starbucks sit down chat chat... btw found out Desmond Kuah is a super big jerk... a jerk who wants gf juz fer fuk and play gerls for o.n.s... shouts at gf... caused pple to breakup r/s... arrogants and forte is acting... stupid JERK~... siyong broke up wit her bf becoz of him... anyway i believe he will get his retribution!... idotic beast!... btw we saw the Desmond jamie likes... ah beng sia... lolx... but tall and alrite lookin and crappy... lolx... xiao de darlin happens to noe him too... so he came join us at Starbucks... aft tat we went home...10.30pm by then... nothing much fer the dae~ oh.. and R. went to Bali todae... he sent me the Chinese Garden pix... haven receive the cd yet... :( coz i juz want the Sitch pix!... somehow i felt funy todae... dun y... like suddenly need some1... lolx... weird but siyong has the same feel as me... muahaha...

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:44 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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ITS A BLOODY WORLD
WITH HEAPS OF BLODDY PEOPLE!
MESSING WITH A BLOODY ME
GETTIN INTO A BLOODY FIX!
DEN WE DIE IN THE BLOODY HELL
LET US END THE BLOODY GAME!
TRY MESSING UP MY BLODDY LIFE
AND I WILL GIV U A BLOODY SLAP!

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:27 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Monday, October 04, 2004
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darn darn! i am so tired... tired from all the work... i hav done my part n now i am needed to do the conclusion... i shld juz crap it through... tats da way dats da way... heck care heck care... its all back to tat juli again... she thinks she's boss or wat! get a life siaz!... am so sick of tis semester... totally sick... and i am workin Chan Bro for attachment... durin the holidaes tat it is... wit sy is stil ok... but i dun like her fren... super act chio and laughs like a weird witch or something!... phat!... argh... its a bad dae!...

I NEED A BREAK! i NEED TO DANCE LIKE THE BABY DO! GET OFF me u EVIL PPLE~

*gE+ |oUd* | 6:37 PM

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yox... i am in class havin Quiz... so boring... usin the OAG software... later stil got 2 Revision lecture... coz ard nxt week exams liaox... anyway juz nth to do... so pop by here to post some stuffs... haha *bleahZz* muahaha...

*gE+ |oUd* | 9:46 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Sunday, October 03, 2004
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hair stil wet but here i am typin away... had to get online send June our report part... i send her email but forget to attach the report file in... faints~ how blur... lolx... :P

afternoon went over to grandpa hse... he can walk a few steps with the aid now... he cant wait to go Chinatown wit us... my sister promise to bring him ther if he can walk... so he's tryin hard... jia you jia you~... hav a pretty nice lunch ther... den went home le... add in some parts of the report...

ard 5pm went out wit sis again... had to meet R. up... 2nd dae in Singapore... meetin him at 6pm... so when we met him... we took a cab down to Bukit timah market hav dinner... chinese food... my treat... he loved to food... den after tat we had roti ice cream for dessert haha... cheap n nice lehx... den its cab down to Chinese Garden...

Reached Chinese garden ard 8pm... ther to watch the lantern display... its the last dae of the display... how i wish it was K. to be ther wit me... anyway its over... argh... nvm... the display were cool... i love the sitch lantern... so cute and it remind me of sweet memories... so sweet~ hehehex... but kinda sad larhx though... ah.. contridicting again... t_T" ... oh yar we saw the Bollywood stars dancing n filmin away... ther were oso fireworks display... surprisinly... by the time we finish all the display its 9pm already...

we are all hot n tired... took a bus to jurong point to hav drinks... wanted to go coffee bean... but no seats lehx... :( den happen to c vivien ther... said hi and all tat... blah blah den went to billy bombers instead... i had the Devil's Delight [super sinful~] and Desire Mix [eeekkkx... like medicine]... sis had the Malt Chocolate drink... nice~, R. had the cookies n creme shake and a hot cappacino... 2drinks... tat thirsty?... lolx... the bill $31, he paid... den its 10pm now... time to go home... cant send R. back to hotel todae... sch tml... and its kinda far journey... so send him to taxi stand... finally its home time... tired tired... tml stil got OAG test online... hmmx... try my luck... i aint doin trial at home... shld be ok... lolx :P

*gE+ |oUd* | 11:50 PM

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What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

oh... is tat true?... sometimes its jux contridicting... sometimes pple jux dun care... believe tis or not up to u... muahahax... juz got it frm an email n put it up... yupx...

*gE+ |oUd* | 2:41 PM

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howdy peeps... juz bathe out... reached home like 12.45am... alrite woke up late todae... den chill alil, had my lunch and went out to work... reached California Fitness ard 4pm... changed and start work... tat place is shiok manx!... u did wish u were a member ther... hmmm...

so me, siyong n her sis, grace had to ask pple in to tour the fitness centre and get a free coffee maker and a free starbucks drink... pretty good deal... anyway thers lotsa pple and most of them are ard our age... and the work was to aim pple 21yrs n above... somemore cant NS guys... so mafan sia... den work ended ard 7pm... went to changin room to change... C.F got nice changin room... was takin our stuffs from the locker den when i turned my head i was pretty surprised... a totally naked woman in front of me... she was wrapped by a towel a min ago... wow!... can change like tat... hmmx~...

7.30pm met Roberto, a fren frm Italy~ den we went to Lips Cafe to have dinner... siyong's fren worked ther... hmmm and R. paid for the dinner... muahaha... haiya since i dun hav much money ok lah... though i suppose to treat him hmmx... as a "host" rite?... watever... den aft dinner, siyong n her sis went off... headache cant think of wherelse to bring R. go... den tot of Esplanade... so went ther by taxi...

walked over to the Merlion den walked pass Fullerton hotel den reach Boat Quay area... R. say its nice Singapore... hmmx... well aft all he din stay here like 19 yrs rite... Singapore far to small... hmmx... den we took a trishaw... the uncle funy sia... haha... pretty crappy... but he speak in Chi so i had to translate to eng fer R. macham tour guide... duhx... lolx... den uncle cycle us to Lau Pat Sa... the uncle strong sia... coz R. pretty big size... then plus me... tell u ah... the uncle skinny den me hor! power!... ate satay at Lau Pat Sa... den R. treat uncle drink... den aft tat uncle ride us back to Boat Quay... the ride was $30... pretty ex~... not i pay again... ahaha... well den izint much place to go by now... its like 10+pm...

decided to walk down Boat Quay den Clarke Quay den Chinatown... oh yar... at Clarker Quay thers a pub/bar... watever... named "one nite stand"... oh!... got such place haha... din even notice all my yrs in Singapore... anyway pretty lotsa ah mohx ther~... at Chinatown had some drinks... tired sia!... walk so much like nv walk b4 sia... faints~... we were drinkin halfway den R. say "izint tat the uncle...?"... den i looked up... yea its tat trishaw uncle... wow power power!... he's now ridin 2 ah mohx... faints~... very strong btw uncle is 51yrs old worx~... den R. say "tis uncle will be the one i rem. most clearly in Singapore... haha"... true la... if i were him i will oso rem. tat uncle sia... haha...

and its late liao... 11.45pm... send him back to hotel... behind Meriden Shoppin Centre ther... so wu lu hotel... Hotel Supreme... impressed can find such hotel... so i asked him how he noe abt tis hotel... den he say the Airport pple told him... i was like "Oh...how cum here... faints"... [in my mind la... din say out... haha..]...
R.:"if free do call me up tml... u hav my no rite.."
me: "yea.. sure.. if i am free..."...
[anyway i told him i hav to go grandpa's hse...liao ma... not free sia... ahaha...singapore small la... can tour himself... anyway he can speak 4 languages... pretty power... and i juz now Italian have different dialects too... faints... how to learn italian sia... coz R. say diff. parts of Italy speak diff. italian language... diff. accent... faints faints~...]

haiya den hav to walk back bus stop... hav to take nightrider by now... hmmx... den reached home... finally...! oh yar... got jamie's call earlier... she said tat juli say the report part can be done seperately Hyatt n Fullerton, muz contrast n compare... f her... dun1 say earlier... i passed her like Wed nite... now den say... extra... tml no free leh... goin grandpa hse celebrate his comin home frm hospital...

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:15 AM

----------------[i+love+u]---------------- Friday, October 01, 2004
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alritely its the childish dae of the year- hapi and crappy children dae~ dont i miss i daes hahax... oki so lucky bro dun hav to go sch 2dae... and so i declare sch off dae myself too since i stayed up til like nearly 5am tis mornin playing my GB [my GB laogong let me won some games... ahaha ;) how sweet] :P ahahax... anyway todae ther's oni one lesson so cant be bother goin sch... somemore i am glad i finished my report... hmmx... tml workin like for a dae hehex... at California Fitness ther... anyway anyway... juz brought bro to Mos Burger to hav dinner... lucky bro... but at least me n sis got the treat too muahaha, sponsored-MUM!!!

& blur blur mother... forget her work tag n apron so i brought it to her... and i am changing my coins for extra cash~ can c how broke i am now lolx... anyway might be goin shoppin wit Vien nxt thur... she has been sayin "stay next block... but nv c u~ when free go out together.." haha yea tats my pri sch fren... ah well a super flirty girl who currently is fascinated with clubbin @ Chinablack... club gerlx she knew her current bf ther...

finally bought my contacts todae... has finished like week ago... hehex... anyway u noe la i sometimes juz lazy to wear them... anyway i cute in specs mahx muahaha o_O" and darn... exams are coming soon... i stil duno how to study Tourism Marketing... too much to handle... the notes are too too wordy... ill...!!!

*gE+ |oUd* | 6:42 PM

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Why do u love me?

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do
you love me?

Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like
you ..

Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how
can you say you like me? How can you say you
love me?

Man: I really don't know the reason, but I really
love you.

Lady: No! I want you to tell me the reason. My
friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her
but not you!

Man: Ok.. ok!!! Because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet, because you are
caring, because you are loving, because you
are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of
your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met
with a serious accident resulting in permanent
injuries.

The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and
here is the content:

Dearest,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...

Now, can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love
you.

Because of your care and concern that I like
you..

Now that you cannot show them, therefore I
cannot
love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every
movements that I love you..

Now can you smile? Now can you move? No,
therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now , there is no
reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? Never! Therefore,

I still love you... and will love u forever..

*gE+ |oUd* | 3:18 PM

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*super star * lookin fer a change* catch me in heaven* if u cant find me there* look in hell*

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:00 AM

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