the dae i hav been waitin for...now it seems so far away... as i said me n ryn went watched the beginnin of the Exorcist... not tat scary in fact it was gross... it reali created the eeekkky feelin in u... feel like pukin... we watched the 4.15pm show n it ended ard 6+pm... ryn went to buy cigarettes... and we sat outside cine ther and she smoked... den saw her sister... aft tat we heeren awhile den headed Lucky Plaza eat dinner... o_O"... den far east we went... i wanted to look for t-shirts... but as usu. nth caught my eyes... dun hav the color i wanted... argh... prob. aft exams den can go shop liaox... borin... once again i hate exams alrite!!!... but i stil study no choice la... muz pass rite... hmmmx... spore is gettin seriously borin...

aft walkin n walkin... we went McCafe at lido ther... drink n chatted... ryn said she wanted a gf... she's no longer wit edna... well i juz kept quiet... dun expect me to sound her eh... considerin... aft all we hav been fren so long... talk talk talk... den suddenly she blurted out she got bf... not sure whether its blurted out of wat... i was pretty stunned... but not surprised coz she has oways been a guys gerl... get wat i mean peeps... den blah blah blah... and she stil say she had become les... glad i din take tat serious... its jux impossible... prob. for fun la her... aft sometime she look n me n say she wanted a gf again... den i gave her a look "u got bf wat u want noe... dun look at me gerl"... she seriously doesnt noe wat she wants... all she want is me... oways bein tat best fren cum gf to listen to her n be ther... [sori gerl... it will be us juz be best frens alrite... u will nv be true les. i noe u far too long enuf...]... yea tats abt it... todae i am even more confirm she 's not a les... tats the fact oways... she was juz hurt but tat guy the love so much... tat she go wit edna for fun, n again... edna go wit her becoz she was sad abt her[edna] ex... see!... how things are... cmon ryn wake up... n dun say u wan a gf again... u aint in the position to say tat... hate tat... i stil rem. wat u said at the chalet tat nite... everythin was too outta the world... it was juz a show u put up to say "i dun need guys!"... but here u are back to havin a bf... gr8...

ryn all i noe is tat... i will be ther as a fren oways okie... for the good n the bad... we shall juz keep things tat way... u know it shld be tat way too... dun tell me abt gf anymore... good luck n dun get hurt again tats all i wish for u... harts out... n get well again wit ur dad... say sori u noe u hav been vey rude...

life's full of twists n turns... best of all unexpected surprises beyond the boring days of everyday life...

*gE+ |oUd* | 1:45 AM