Sunday, October 17, 2004

<...Loaded...>

!!!life-sux!!!



super duper full now sia... had a super duper full dinner n dessert lolx... *BLOATED* shhhsss am so fat sia... hurhurhur... i wil bother abt tat later bahx... anyway i hate yan la!... irritatin... he's ruinin ryn life sia... he somemore nv return ryn her money SHIBA!... tis guy of guys are the worst! n he even surround his frens to be ryn's frens... like wtf... ryn so sad now all becoz of him... she even decide to let go of the bf she told me earlier tis mon... haix... she decided to be single again... it may be good... but she had been single for 3yrs now... juz becoz of tat SHiBA! kaox... i reali want to see her move on in life n stop the current life of hers smokin heavily n clubbin all the way!... i may not be any1 to stop her frm doin all tis but i wish n hope alrite... i nv even once say in her face "QUIT SMOKIN N NON-STOP CLUBBIN CAN..." nv... becoz i hope she learn herself... n til todae she stil dun speak wit her dad... wats wrong wats wrong... her dad shldnt hav slap her... n all tis goes back to her sis who oways use she... faints~... she shldnt hav been tat rude... she made her dad cry u noe... y did she become like tat... how disappointin n heartbroken to c my best gf like tat ><" argh... n i cldnt n shldnt interfere though i care... wth... well nvm... and worst of all... the h/p war is back at home... n i dun understand y tis hell sister chooses smses over family lik reali WTF!... *mum change her plan from Suntext-free incomin call 7am-7pm n 1000sms to Suntalk-free all dae in-comin n 500sms, 150non-peak outgoin...* please la sis... u noe u always promise not to exceed the bills n everytime the promise is broken.. by no1 but u... u dun even hav the basic self-control~... u nv noe how hard it is to earn like $5/hr workin ehx... u think everything is fun... u noe how much mum hav paid the bills for u every mth, mth after mth... n todae the way u treated parents... is reali bad... dad was so sad he almost cldnt eat... he nearly cry u noe!!... its juz so heartbroken for me to c all tis... sometimes i reali HATE U!!... all tat u want dad gave it to you, mum gave in to you... and they get back nth but tis kind of bad attitude from you... worst of all u dun even care abt them... dun act like u do like in once a blue moon can... juz so fake la... grow up n think!... argh!... sometimes i reali gave up but i cldnt... i dun care who care!!!... fuk la... i dun like all tis fuk fuk fuk!



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